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Missing you

I have always said that I will always be  waiting for you, I do not lie.

I said I will be there for you when you needed me the most, was I not there?

Telling you every day that I love you, reaching my heart out to you.

I cannot stand being away from you, you are my sunshine, my rainbow, my breath of life.

Every mistake I make to you, I apologies profusely even after your forgiveness.

What I feel from you, the kindness you have shown me cannot be measured.

You brought meaning to my life, a mere empty shell seeking embodiment.

My soul was small, my body cold, you gave me warmth, you gave me hope.

Not able to live with the thought of you suffering, I would gladly take your place just to see you healthy.

Other people see you as just a rebel, behind my eyes you are the most beautiful creature.

Captivated by your thoughts, “How could this be right?” echoes through my thoughts.

A complete opposite of what I stand for, “Is this what I am searching for?” shatters the silence of my mind.

Jessica, you complete my body, my mind, my soul.

From the first time your words reached me to my last breath on this earth.

My beating breast once lay motionless, now erupts with force every time I think of you.

You may not think highly of yourself, I like you just the way you are.

You don’t need to change for me, your appearance matters little compared to your inner beauty.

I close my eyes and see only you, opening them for just mere moments to see where I have been led to.

Missing you day by day, I wait for you. . . Heh, eternity is longer than I thought.

Time passes slowly without you, days go by feeling like years without you.

Through sickness and in health, count on my to be there and support you when no one else does.

Outstretching my hand to take yours ever so gently, I guide you through with a warming smile.

I am just another person in the crowd, another drop in the ocean.

Yet you saw me, you spoke and liked me when no one else does or possibly ever will.

Special to me in many ways you are, your soft honey voice calming me when I have doubt.

Understanding and agreeing to my idiotic proposals which threaten us. . . Thanks a lot guys.

You stay with me when I had doubts, you held my hand when I was afraid, sticking with me through it all.

This child still cannot believe how luck he is to have you by his side.

Missing you when you are gone, loving you deeply when you are there.

Wishing and waiting that you will return, not losing hope that I will speak to you once more.

“I love you…” your words to me, repetitive words that never sounded so clear nor so full of meaning until now.

To hold you in my arms, to protect you from danger using myself if need be.

I await your return, greeting you with open arms and a smile, comforting you like none other.

Every night, I speak the words to show you how much I care for you.

“I love you. . .” loudly spoken words reaching your ears so tenderly, words that sounded so clear and strong through the darkness of the night.

~SorrowfulFire

©2005-2009 ~SorrowfulFire
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Author's Comments

This poem is for Jessica, I truly do love her and can not stop writing about her. She has made the biggest impact on my life and is my inspiriation for all the poems I write. I wrote this one while waiting for her to come back to me over AIM, I truly do miss her even though we just talked an hour or so ago. She means that much to me and I wouldn't trade this feeling in for anything else in the world. Jessica, I hope you like this one, it's not as good as the Frustration poem but It still emphasizes my feelings for you.

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Once again, great job. Honestly.. I think it is wonderful, but hey, what do I know. Heheh...

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I hear nothing but soft whispers that pray for my endless suffering to continue.

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