The frustration inside tears me limb from limb, every day I put up with it until I scream.

Talking to you everyday, Jessica, keeps me together and strong enough to fight the day.

You keep me sane, you keep me going.. I don’t know what I would do without you.

Only expressing myself through writing, I cannot live with out you.. I cannot think without you.

This frustration in my mind stabs my heart over and over, this distance between us drives me insane.

Wishing and Praying is all I can do, but they never did anything for me in the past.

I will make it happen Jess, I will see you one day.. Time is of no factor, Patience is the key.

Living day by day with you in my mind, the thought of seeing your bright smile in motion.

Only spotting you through still life, I wish to see your grace, your presence, and your beauty.

The voice left unheard, mine and yours, will be heard.. I will make sure of it.

This frustration inside me, kills my mood when I think of it, kills me inside when I realize it.

I am happiest when talking to you, life without you would have not a meaning or a moral.

You complete me, yet I have never felt your gentle hand.

You are everything I ever wanted, everything I ever desired.

Completing me like a puzzle, complete opposites never felt so right when brought together.

Time will lapse and so will age, I will see you one day, I’ll make sure of it.

With age comes maturity, maturity brings you out of childhood dreams and thrusts you into reality.

The world is cold, I will be there to warm you.

The world is harsh, I will stand by your side.

This frustration in me, causing me to write this down to let it out.

Life will be hard, I’ll be there to make it easy for you.

Let me be your shield, let me be your crying shoulder, I will not let you down.

Much thought, much care placed in this writing, much love written down for everyone to see how much I care for you.

Jessica, you have proven to me that it is you, because you care enough for me to.

Jessica, you have forgiven me through the harshest of both lies and failures.

I am not the best looking, I may not have the best personality, but I will be best at loving you.

Forgive and forget, you help me with my problems when no one wants to.

Looking at me when I was invisible, you see my flaws, you see me standing.

Being there for me when I needed someone the most, trusting you with myself that I hath never told.

Jessica, please know that I love you, forever and always.. You need not love me back.. But I will always be here for you.

I will cry with you, I will stand with you, I will eat with you.. More than a friend I am, a good friend is what you deserve.

A diamond in the desert of sand, you deserve so much more than what you have, I can provide what you need.

Just be patient, just step into the flow of time and one day.. We will be united.

This frustration in me, causes me to love you even more knowing that I will see you one day through this.

~SorrowfulFire